Personal project, inspired by one of my friend's suicide. it's about a negative obsession which drives my life to be complicated. Specifically, a bad child hood memory and fear, which doesn't exist in any physical form. the drawing is as complicated as my mind was. I couldn't finish this when the first time I ever started and it was just lying in the pile of sketches for long. When I was attend Sam Weber's workshop in Hongik University last February, I was able to finish the draft as a piece of drawing and finally made a zine.